Having spent the last 14 years married and with 3 children to take care of suddenly I find myself on my own and it is extremely difficult to adjust. Having moved to the midlands so my soon to be ex wife could be near her family meant I left my friends and all my familiar surroundings behind and now I find myself in a city full of people, alone!
I have suffered from depression for many years but now it really is rearing its ugly head,some days,like today I feel like just packing a bag and leaving it all behind. Yes I know its the easy way to just 'run away', I spent most of my teens and twenty's doing it,but for me it seems better thansitting in an empty house like 'billy-no-mates'
Oh well, I guess I'll spend another night mulling over things and a clash song springs to mind....'Should I stay or should I go?'